ever ridden to heaven on broken angel wings?

i wish i was stupid like i was freshman year when i did retarded things....when i didnt care what other people thought of me -- when i didnt care if people thought i was weird, when i didnt care if i made new friends or not, when i didnt care how many people hated me. back when i wasnt scared to do fun things every now and then. back when i would just say whatever was on my mind and not have to think it through to deside if it was a dumb thing to say and end up not saying anything at all. now people think i dont like them cuz i dont talk much. no wonder no one wants to hang out with me anymore.