Attack_of_the_Purple_Goose_Eye's Xanga

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 01:40:40 GMT

lately i've been:

mostly happy

but a little sad

and i havent really been careing about how immature some people want to be.

and im glad im not getting all friggin sad or depressed about it.

it surprises me. in a good way. cuz i just dont even care anymore.

im glad i found that little change in my life that makes me happier.

but some other things have changed a litttle and i dont think i like it so much.

but its ok. ill figure it out.

and i need to go shopping.

well maybe not need.

but i really really want to go shopping.

"and all at once the crowd begins to sing"

why i like that one, i dont know. but i do.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 03:42:41 GMT

and im still asking how i died. lay me down, i'll pray now. my eyes in yours and yours in mine.
and now, i know just how i died.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 00:28:42 GMT

It's the kind of feeling when you could be certain that simultaneously, in a sporting-goods store somewhere,

satan would be buying ice-skates.

Monday, January 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 02:24:26 GMT

ever ridden to heaven on broken angel wings?

these wings we ride, theyve failed us...we fall from midnight skies

i wish i was stupid like i was freshman year when i did retarded things....when i didnt care what other people thought of me -- when i didnt care if people thought i was weird, when i didnt care if i made new friends or not, when i didnt care how many people hated me. back when i wasnt scared to do fun things every now and then. back when i would just say whatever was on my mind and not have to think it through to deside if it was a dumb thing to say and end up not saying anything at all. now people think i dont like them cuz i dont talk much. no wonder no one wants to hang out with me anymore.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 17:59:00 GMT

so yeah, here are some lyrics that i really like. its a great song.

The Best Places - Bleeding Martyr

Don’t you understand, don’t you understand that this is only a memory?
Don’t you understand, don’t you understand that this is only temporary?

Hear me out, hear me out.
I’ve found another way out.
Hear me out, here me out.
I’ve found another way out.

I wish to be, I wish to be that single moment to change your life.
I wish to be, I wish to be that single moment to change your life.

You made me say goodbye, you made me say goodbye.
You said I was a lie. Just see this through my eyes.

Don’t you understand, don’t you understand that this is only a memory?
Don’t you understand, don’t you understand that this is only temporary?

Hear me out, hear me out.
I’ve found another way out.
Hear me out, here me out.
I’ve found another way out.

I wish to be, I wish to be that single moment to change your life.
I wish to be, I wish to be that single moment to change your life.

You made me say goodbye, you made me say goodbye.
You said I was a lie. Just see this through my eyes.

Goodbye

Friday, January 13, 2006

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 19:55:55 GMT

fricken Friday the 13th. ok im not trying to be superstitious or anything but shit:::

failed my spaish final probably. but i guess you cant blame Friday 13th for that.

ricki got in a car accident and austin is in the hospital.

on the way home from some place like 30 seconds away i saw 4 firetrucks, saw more coming as i turned into my neighborhood, and saw a suburban thing with one of those boats with a huge fan thing on the truck's trailer. what the shit is that?

on the upside...lunch was fun.

and tongiht will be fun.

i finally got new years pictures.

erin

candy that was given to me

ashleys little sister. crying.

messy, crazy party haha.

me n danielle are drunkies. haha.

oh ashley...

the van and the phone.

kerry played for a while.

yeah, he even has his own paparazzi.

yes, thats all for now. what a fun night.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 19:02:42 GMT

shopping with katie was cool. then my dog ate ate part of her shoe.

...and puked it up this morning on my stairs.ew.

battle of the bands was pretty cool.

taco/hut was funny as hell afterwords.

but what a bad day i am having today. fuckin-a.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 01:28:42 GMT

christmas = enjoyable

the ringer = quite hilarious

katies wisdom teeth = gone

job = done with. got some money. yes.

lunch today = potbellys with danielle, amanda, and denise.

new years = cant wait

new years resolution = still requires much thinking

school = should blow up so i dont have to do my speech

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 03:12:35 GMT

yay for chicago.

boo for cold.

yay for over-sized Christmas trees.

yay for huge, comfy chairs.

yay for Legos.

i got a job for 2 weeks. im excited for the money.

lindquist and i are co-workers now. how fun.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 04:39:04 GMT

the variety show was really cool. i thoroughly enjoyed it.

rjs was also fun. the reflections kitchen was closing as we got there. oh well.